I had to take a long break to get my divorce and heal. The divorce is on the very last leg, soulmate never returned but hearing he will now. I remember yo guys saying at the last second. The reason things were so bad I found out ex was a narcissist. He lied about my mental illness and his minions helped. I lost kids in divorce because of lies he told. But the truth is going to come out. When they find out truth I will get my kids back .
BTW .. I found that Yale university did a research study between psychics who are clairaudient and others of true psychosis. They noted true differences between the two. I pray my ex goes to prision. Narcissistic abuse is absolute torture I don't know how I survived it.
How are things with you ? If I recall thing were strained between you and your parents and finances. Are things better now ?
Edit ... I just saw your other post sorry to hear about your mom I know it's hard.